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[29 Jul 2005|06:38pm] |
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well daang. i havnt been on this thing in forever.
my summer has been prettyy awesome. and precamp just ended today. i leave for camp on Sunday. im going school clothes shopping tomorrow. it will be great.
camp is going to be really boring and hot.
yes.
i think thats about it. i'll update after camp, maybe.
<3 you.
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| Florida!! |
[22 Mar 2005|03:59pm] |
hey. man florida was awesome. all the people that were in my group was me shamera kristin swimm katherine davenport sam ritter and emily evans. omg, we had a blast! i roomed with Shamera and Katherine and Kristin. i think if i was with other people i wouldnt have had much fun.
Thursday<[ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<we [...] :(>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] hey. man florida was awesome. all the people that were in my group was me shamera kristin swimm katherine davenport sam ritter and emily evans. omg, we had a blast! i roomed with Shamera and Katherine and Kristin. i think if i was with other people i wouldnt have had much fun.
Thursday<<we walked on the board walk with a whole bunch of shops on it or we went to the beach. i bought to halter tops from this one surf shop. they're really cute. then we went to Arabian Nights for dinner. the horses were beautiful. the food wasssnt all that great though. We came back to the hotel and we all went swimming. then we slept.
Friday<<we all got ready for the parade and universal. that was fun. and in universal there were so many hot guys there! UGH! anyways.we rode like a total or 5 rides, but it was still fun. the 1st ride we rode on was a water ride and it was soo cold outside, i got sick..anyways, then we rode the hulk that was awesome! haha. we came back to the hotel and slept.
Saturday<<we all had to pack to go home. :( oh well. then we all got on the bus and we went out to breakfast. we all had a choice for like 5 restraunts and some baseball players and were my age were in burger king and as of Shamera and Ashleyeff they were checkin me out, the sad thing is, they were ugly! haha. then we went to Disney World. that was fun to. there was this really cute guy on this roller coster ride and he smelled good. and Sam told him that Shamera said it and so she told them that i said it and he smelled his arm pit. it was cute. lol. so yeah. and i bought a little Dumbo and Pecosis<sp?? well thats all. x3Kristen
<center>[Inside Jokes]
x Buckmaster
x Tee Pee Tires
x CHANNEL 4!
x ^the porn
x the butts and the boo-tays!
x the pyramid
x Jim, little my american leaf
x Kristen, my little korean flower
x ... "Where does it say that?!?!?!"
x I love my life, I just have to pee alot
x The negro league
x hey, they wanna take a picture with you
x the guy that smelled god and then smelled his arm pit
x sam starting the claps for the presidents lol
x wait, i think these are both guys. ... it doesnt matter just kiss one ... okay well this one's cuter
x catch a falling star and put it in your pocket... ( ff solo) never let it fade away!!!!
x the incredibles wow i love that movie
x the carrot ... Katherine really wanted it to land in his lap but at the lat minute she got scared she hit the baby in the head... i really dont think those people liked her...</center> |
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| so..life sucks.. |
[11 Mar 2005|06:18pm] |
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have you ever hated yourself? i mean seriously HATED yourself? so much that it made you sick when you looked in the mirror, i can't stand living, and i'm 100% honest. i hate my life, i hate my so called friends, half the time i even hate my family. its just that everyone i know always has this way of making me feel like shit. well i know why, because i am shit, plain out shit, i look like fucking shit i hate my fucking life. i hate trying to impress people who go behind my back and talk shit about me anyways. fuck that. if you have something to say, say it to my fucking face, cause i'm not playing anymore. i've been on the hunt for new friends for quite some time now, and it seems like whatever i do, i get screwed over..well i'm through w/ that. i'm already a pretty blunt person, but from now on its going to be much worse, i mean i have practicly no friends anyways, so whats it gonna hurt?? if i don't like you, your gonna fucking hear about it, and if i think your outfits ugly oh man your gonna fucking hear about it, and if i don't like the way you look..well your gonna hear about that to, because i'm sick of people judging me, its my turn. if you think i'm a bitch, your wrong..you should already know..I AM A FUCKING BITCH. and i'm sick of trying to make people like me. fuck it
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[11 Mar 2005|03:05pm] |
spell your name backwards: netsirk
have you ever had a song written about you: umm..a poem..By Ryan
what song makes you cry:god bless the broken road..so many memories
what song makes you happy:i dont really know
what's your all time fav. song?:Ohio is for Lovers-Hawthorne Heights
what do you listen to before you go to sleep: any cd
height: 5'8
hair color: Brown
piercings: i used to..
tattoos: None
Right Now . . .
what color pants are you wearing: blue
what song are you listening to: Life on Standby
what taste is in your mouth?: banana
whats the weather like?: sunny/rainy off and on
how are you?: im good..
get motion sickness?: not really
have a bad habit?: popping my knuckles and shaking my foot
get along with your parents?: not really
boyfriend/girlfriend: haha..no..
have a current crush: yeah
have a big regret: hell yeah!
Favorite . . .
Movie: Grease
non alchohol drink: sweet tea
book: this may seem gross but the kind that has like sexual stuff in them
things to do on the weekend: sleep and go out and have fun
Have You Ever . . .
broken the law: yeah
ran away from home: no
snuck out of the house: yeah
ever gone skinny dipping: haha..yeah..
made a prank phone call: yeah
tipped over a portapotty: umm..no..
use your parents credit card: no
skipped school before: yeah
fell asleep in the shower/bath: yeah
had a boyfriend/girlfriend: yeah
had children: hmm...i dont think so..
been in love: yeah
have a hard time getting over someone: yeah
been hurt?: yeah
gone out with someone you only knew for 3 days:yeah..
Random . . .
have a job: no
your cd player has what in it right now: Hawthorne Heights
if you were a crayon, what color would you be?: green
what makes you happy?: music
the next CD you're going to buy: umm..prolly i dont kno..
When/What Was the Last . . .
you got a real letter: like..along time ago
got an email: i dunno, i don't check it
thing you purchased: this one shirt
movie you saw in the theaters: Constatine
kissed: umm..like a week ago..
hugged: Ryan
song heard:Ohio is for lovers
place you were [ besides home ]: school
phonecall: Ryan
you were depressed: like yesterday
you were in the hospital: when i borke my leg..
When/What Comes to Mind When You Hear . . .
car: vroom
murder: this one story..
cape: batman..
penis: *giggle* oohhh..
cell: Ryan
shoe: nike
fun: stayning home..
crush: hot guys
music: relaxing
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| wow..its been a while |
[08 Mar 2005|05:07pm] |
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okay..well..lets see like 5 minuets ago i broke up with Trevor and i feel horrible but you know the only reason why i did is cuz i know that i miss other people in my life and i basically made myslef like him..so yeah..well..dad's home..i'll update later
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51 more days until Florida!!! WOOP!! lol..well yeah..before Florida imma try to lose some weight and then me and some other people are goin to go to a tanning bed so we can rid of some Band Camp tans! well thats all bye!
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AHHHH!!!! i have the most awesome guy in the world right now!! Mr.Shawn Humphrey, and i love him dearly!! well thats all!! YAY!! lol..love you!
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| *This Is A Poem.. |
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Holiday Memories By: J.R. Cunningham
The days are becoming shorter and we all have finally come to realize the joy and happieness that the holidays bring to us ,friends, and families
We realize our short commings in life and we more appreaciete no what is given to us.
we also have many past holiday memories flooding back into our mind like the snow finally falling for the first time as your mommy bundles you up in 18 layers of jackets and you feel like a penguin for the first time ever ,
and u feel the cold air cutting through your fradigle skin for the first time as the soft white snow welcomes its presence
or reading your first holiday poem ever that started with twas the night!
like i said alll these holiday memories come back to your head and you remember the happieness and joy that was brought to your heart
Merry Christmas Happy hanukah Buddah Buddah !
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| Life Sucks |
[10 Dec 2004|08:02pm] |
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You know, I know that life doesn't go the way you want it to but does everything you do have to suck?? Well like these past two weeks i have been stressing out because exams are comming up and i definantly canot afford to fail any of them right now. I have been growing so apart from my really close friends. Caleb-me and him used to talk so much, not only because we were going out but just because we really enjoyed talking to each other and now that we broke up we dont really talk as much. I get soo jealous so when i hear that so and so talked to him for this many long, i only wish to be that person and i get mad at myself for it, i keep saying that it is totally my fault only because it is. I want to talk to him about it but i can't. And i have been longing to go up to him in school or wherever and just start talking to him like we used to. Crystal-we dont really talk that much anymore, yeah we may still be bestfriends but eveything has changed between us. Taylor-me and her used to be bestfriends from 6th grade to 8th and when we entered highschool, not only highschool but when i entered in band and started hanging out with totally differnt people, we grew apart. Steven-Man-he is my bestfriend in the WHOOOOOOOOLE world!!! and now he's moving. i never think that this day would ever come! That's what i hate about growing up and everything, the time that you think "Me and Him will never grow apart!" and the next thing is..he's gone.just out of your life. Me and Steven were tlaking about that other day and i told him that i would write him EVERYDAY and call him EVERYWEEKEND! but now that i think of it..Its like in those movies..the everyday's become everyweeks the everyweeks become everymonth the everymonths become everyyear the every years become never..and also whats in those movies..the mom or dad dont like the girl or boy so they never give the child the letter like they want their kids life to be miserable..my parents dont like him and i have a feeling there going to keep his letters from me. All i want is memories of me and him and how good we were of friends..
Me and my mom have grown to hate eachother..i told her earlier today that i hatted her and that she needs to shut up and listen to me for once.so then i walked out of my house..then i came home and we talked it out..If she didnt come home early from work then me and her would be cool but were not and we never will..the only way she is there for me is when i have a guy problems and im crying over the dude but that barely even happens..
I guess all i want right now is just a week that is like paradise..everything goes my way..well thats all
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH WITH MY WHOOOOOOOLE HEART!
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[04 Dec 2004|01:23pm] |
BASIC...
piercings = used to
tattoos = none
height= about 5'8
shoe size = 8-9.
hair color = brown
eye color= brown
siblings = nope
LAST...
movie you rented = umm..i cant member
movie you bought = harry potter 3
song you listened to = Letters to you-Finch
song that was stuck in your head = same song
cd you bought = Racall Flats
person you've called = my mom
person that's called you = Kristan
person you've beat up = Ryan Russel
tv show you've watched = fairly odd parents
person you were thinking of = The birthday boy! -Steven Lynn
DO...
you have a crush on someone?= yes
you wish you could live somewhere else = heck yeah..get away from everythig up here!
you and your parents get along?= hah..you tthink? no..we dont
you think about suicide = I've thought about it, but never thought about committing it
you believe in online dating = no. stupid.
others find you attractive = yeah..well some..
you want more piercings = well my bellybutton but my grangpa said if i do then he will legally disown me
you like cleaning = it gets my mind off things, helps me think through things
you like roller coasters = YES
you write in cursive or print = print sometimes.i switch
FOR OR AGAINST...
suicide = against
killing people = against
teenage smoking = against
driving drunk = against
gay/lesbian relati.= that's their problem with God.
soap operas = its nice to watch..
HAVE YOU...
ever cried over a boy = of course..
ever been cheated on = no
ever cheated on some= yes
ever been suspended = no
ever been slapped = yes
ever been arrested = ::classified information:: lol..j/p
WHAT...
shampoo do you use= Garnier Fructis
shoes do you wear = umm..berkinstocks, uggs, new balance
what are you scared of = gettting my heart broken again
NUMBER...
of times I have been in love? = once
times I have had my heart broken? = once
of hearts I have broken? = one
of boys you've obsessed over who wouldn't date you? = um. we won't go into that right now.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = I don't keep track
of scars on my body? = a lot
of bruises on your body? = who keeps track of this kind of thing?
of things in my past that I regret? = the things that i remember-two
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
pretty - I don't think that
funny - well, people do laugh at me alot. ;)
hot - no
friendly -yeah
amusing - umm..yeah..
ugly - see above
loveable - only to some people
caring - not as much as I should be
sweet - that's why the bugs bite me so much.
dorky - all the way.
favorite:
5 letter word: music.
actor/actress: ashton kutcher and i dont kno..
Candy: snickers
Cereal: the pooh-bear kind
Chewing gum: minty kind
Color(s): black, green, blue, purple
Color nail polish: lighter colors
Day of week: friday
Least favorite day of week: monday
Flower: roses
Jello flavor: cherry
Jewelry: my bracelet w/ the charm of a heart on it
Special skills/talents: um. band?? lol..
Summer/Winter: winter. gives you an excuse to cuddle.
Trampolines or swimming pools: trampolines. you can jump on them almost year round
|| Person who last.. ||
Made you sad: Steven
held your hand: Caleb
Made you Smile: Steven
kissed you: Caleb
Slept in your bed: myself
Saw you cry: Steven
Made you cry: Steven
You went to the movies with: Caleb and Crystal
Yelled at you: my mom
Sent you an email: i dont have e-mail but on myspace-Brittney
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: yes
Gone out in public in your pajamas: band camp
Kept a secret from everyone: yes
Cried during a movie: yes
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: noen on stage: too many times to count
Been to New York: no, but I really wanna go
Been to California: no, but I think I've flown over it
Hawaii: yea
China: yeah
Canada: no
Europe: no
Asia: Korea
South America: no
Australia: no
Wished you were the opposite sex: never
What time is it now?: 1:45
Apples or bananas?: apples. bananas are gross
Blue or red?: blue
Walmart or target?: HECK YEAH!! WAL-MART!
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: i dont kno
What was the last meal you ate?: umm..dinner-pasta
Are you bored?: like you wouldn't believe
Last noise you heard?: mooo of the computer
Last smell you sniffed?: umm..my soap
|| Friendship/Love ||
Who is your best friend? Steven God,
Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend? not at the moment
If so, what is your boyfriend/girlfriend's name? see above
Do you believe in love at first sight?: yes
Do you want children one day, if so, how many?: yes 2
Do you want to get married? yes
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: trust
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: not the last I checked
When was the last time you were drunk?: during the summer
When was the last time you got high?: umm.
Do you speak any other languages?: umm..Korean
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: a guy?? he's a lil taller than me brown hair brown eyes..yeah..
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my stereo cd's tv my teddy bear..
How do you vent your anger?: cry, draw on a box, scream talk
Worst feeling in the world: knowing that they don't care about you the way you wished they would
Who you love: family friends GOD
Who you miss: Caleb..i will miss Steven soon
|| You || -- shouldn't this have been at the top?
Nickname(s): Kris, Ten, Po
How old do you look?: umm ppl say at least 16
How old do you act?: sometimes 3 but sometimes older than i am
Glasses/Contacts: neither but soon
Braces: nope
Do you have any pets?: 2 dogs
do you get embarrassed: depends on what ii do but not really
What makes you happy?: my best friends and music
What upsets you?: umm..everything but happy moments
|| Finish the sentence: ||
I Love to... laugh
I Miss... Caleb
I Wish... to leave te drama behind
I'm Annoyed by... some people
I Want... it to be CHRISTMAS!!
I Would Never... get drunk/do drugs/have sex before marriage/hurt you purposely
I'd Rather... have a liscense and be driving around with somone in the front seat
I Am Tired of... ignorance, stupidity, immaturity
I Will Always be... a Christian, girl.
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| BIRTHDAY! |
[04 Dec 2004|01:13pm] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEVEN!!! I LOVE YOU SOOO MUCH WITH MY WHOOOOOOOLE HEART!
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I have been in such a FANTASTIC mood lately! after that one entry before this one i found out that im actually over him and that i have moved on to bigger and better things. I have found a new guy and were not goin out yet..but were "talking". I have a sudden urge to go and run around the neighborhood and telling the worst people that i realllly dispise that i love them soo much!! Me and my mom went shopping yesterday. Never in my life would i think i would live with her this long in a week and not go insane!! Most of you might know but some may not.I am a bitch! and i do talk about people behind their back and i do tell them the truth to their face but i get in trouble when i do that(by some people)
A couple of things that i think about other people-
Jill-awesome girl-she is soo much help in my problems and just way to cool for school!!
Emily-she is the most awesome person i have ever met! always theree when i wanna talk mean about some 1
Ashley F-same as emily! Of course cant stand any of the people i cant stand so that cool
Shamera-OMG! what a whore!! lol..j/k..i love her dearly me and her have been through soo much and i dont know what i would do w/ out her!
Malissa-HILARIOUS!! and of course!! AWESOBW!! [ Error: Irreparable invalid markup ('<haha..she's>') in entry. Owner must fix manually. Raw contents below.] I have been in such a <b>FANTASTIC</b> mood lately! after that one entry before this one i found out that im actually over him and that i have moved on to bigger and better things. I have found a new guy and were not goin out yet..but were "talking". I have a sudden urge to go and run around the neighborhood and telling the worst people that i realllly dispise that i love them soo much!! Me and my mom went shopping yesterday. Never in my life would i think i would live with her this long in a week and not go insane!! Most of you might know but some may not.I am a bitch! and i do talk about people behind their back and i do tell them the truth to their face but i get in trouble when i do that(by some people)
A couple of things that i think about other people-
Jill-awesome girl-she is soo much help in my problems and just way to cool for school!!
Emily-she is the most awesome person i have ever met! always theree when i wanna talk mean about some 1
Ashley F-same as emily! Of course cant stand any of the people i cant stand so that cool
Shamera-OMG! what a whore!! lol..j/k..i love her dearly me and her have been through soo much and i dont know what i would do w/ out her!
Malissa-HILARIOUS!! and of course!! AWESOBW!!<haha..she's so awesome i cant even spell it right!
Crystal-my bigg sister!! me and her have been through soo much! i love her w. all my heart!!
The 3 French Horns-awesome awesome girls!! not very close though
KKR-always been there for me!! love 'em!
and for all you <u>GUYS</u> out there that are jerks(i can name severall but im not you know who you are) You are all little PENISLESS fuckin QUEERS!!!
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Im not saying that the break ^ was his fault i kno that it was all my fault but now that i read it and now that i think of it..it kinda seems that he just wants a g/f just to make him happy...yeah i write poems about us and all the memories about us that i still have somewhere in the back of my thoughtful head but didnt i ever say in any of my poems it his fault..no i didnt..and if he would just sit there and take the time to understand what going through my head by reading those poems then he would understand but he won't...and he asked me if he could read it..i didnt offer i didnt want him to read it b/c they were abut him and the other poem that i let him read was about life in general not just mine..i hate the situation that im in right now and i hate everything about life!!!!!! i hate myself and the way some people talk to me and every bad thing thats goin on i fell now that it is all my fault!
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"Never Alone"
by: Barlow Girl
I waited for you today
But you didn't show
I needed You today
So where did You go?
You told me to call
Said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I"m never alone
And though I cannot see You
And I can't explain why
Such a deep, deep reassurance
You've placed in my life
We cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
And though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen
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Ever since friday my life has been goin alot better but i dont kno...i am still a little bit fuzzy about that note that he gave me
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